Otakon 2014 was different from the previous years I've attended. I booked the hotel in advance back in 4th quarter 2013. I was still undecided on whether I wanted to go. I registered for it in March 2014. They announced the guests and events. I still wasn't feeling it. I was pretty sure this would be my last Otakon. I went into the convention having no expectations. This made it much better than I thought.

Nurse, Pyramid Head and Armless Man, aka Lying Figure (Silent Hill).

I've been attending since 2004. My 2nd cousins asked me during the summer in my first year of college if I wanted to go. They picked me up and we lined up for our tickets. That was the longest I've ever stood in line for Otakon (from 9:40AM to 1:30PM). They used to have 3, 2 and 1-day badges. We only went on that Saturday. It was a surreal experience, for me. Seeing all these fans dressing up and all. It was my introduction into Otaku culture. I've been watching anime since a kid, but this a whole new level of awesome. After a long line, we went to a video room showing Kiddy Grade. Went around the dealers room for a bit before going to my first AMV Contest. A few of the videos I picked actually won (http://www.otakon.com/awards_2004.asp). Also went to my first Otakon Masquerade Contest. They didn't use the First Mariner Arena (now called The Baltimore Arena). Ballroom III-IV was used (4th floor in Baltimore Convention Center). We didn't stay too long and left around 9:30PM. It was fun.

A Minion (Despicable Me) in Captain America (Minion?) Costume

In 2005, I went with friends from college. They used to have group discounts, so that was a plus. My ex helped me with my cosplay attempt as college Gohan (Buu Saga). Not that many people recognized me. Only 2-3 people asked for my picture. I had the right red pants, white sleeve shirt, black vest, spiked hair and the tag in my vest that my ex made for me. It was a tough time for me. Rocky relationship and all. Again, we didn't get to stay too late at night. We picked up our badges on Thursday and attended Friday and Saturday. This was my last Otakon until the next one.

Elsa and Anna (Frozen)

I went to Otakon in 2009 to get my mind off of things. It was my first time doing a serious cosplay as Roy Mustang from Fullmetal Alchemist. I was able to join the Fullmetal Alchemist photoshoots. Sometimes, we get stopped in the hallway to get our photos taken. My co-worker also attended and decided to cosplay Soi-Fong from Bleach. For the heck of it, I made a skit and participated in the Masquerade. Just being able to perform in front of a lot of people was an obstacle I overcame. I probably made a full of myself on stage. I wasn't really that good at dancing, but I made my mark that night. I was congratulated with applause backstage with all the other contestants. I did all this while still having to drive back home at night. I went early on Sunday and sang at Otacafe. It was all worth. It was also my first time experiencing con depression.

The playable character from the game Journey

Otakon 2009 Pictures

I came prepared in 2010. I invited my youngest sister to attend. Got her a Kairi cosplay from Kingdom Hearts. I had two cosplays. Teito Klein from 07-Ghosts and Roy Mustang from the previous year. Everything was all good, but my sister also planned to attend a concert on Saturday. We also had a fire alarm incident at the convention. Everyone was evacuated out of the building. That caused some traffic in the street. My sister, co-worker and I got our pictures taken at the photobooth. My co-worker was gofering that year and the years to come. With the heat and everything, I took my sister home earlier in the afternoon. I decided to head back to the convention to attend my final cosplay photoshoot at the outdoor fountain. At night, I decided to attend the Otakurave, I changed into my extra clothes at my car. I met my former co-worker from Muvico (now Cinemark) inside the dance along with a bunch of other people from college and Pump It Up crew from the mall. They had an after party after the convention so I went to their hotel room. It was a packed room. 20-30 people came in to just hang out, drink and play games. A few people had to watch the hallway and kept shushing everyone so we don't get thrown out of the room. I ended up sleeping in the room for the night. I probably only slept for 2-3 hours tops. I took a shower and went to the convention afterwards. I just went to the dealers room and then went home.

Fionna the Human (Adventure Time)

Otakon 2010 Pictures (Day 1, Day 2)

I booked a hotel room for 2011 and went all out with 3 cosplays (Nyan Cat, Eddie Riggs from Brütal Legend, and Roy Mustang). It was probably the hottest of all the Otakons I've attended. I was also surprised to find my photoshoot picture make it to the Otakon 2011 Handbook. Definitely a highlight for me that year. My hotel is at least 0.7-0.9 miles away from the convention, so the long walk did not help at all. I was drenched in sweat wearing Nyan Cat. After 2-3 hours walking around, I went back to the hotel, took a shower and changed into Eddie Rigg. I was stopped a lot more as Nyan can than Eddie Riggs. Having a hotel to return to after a long con day is much better. I could have worn comfortable shoes, but no because cosplay. I wore Roy Mustang on Saturday. Attended the Q&A panel with Nobuo Uematsu. I'm not sure if this was his first time visiting Otakon, but he had a concert that same day. I didn't have a ticket for the concert, but it would have been nice to hear all the classic songs he created for the games he's involved in (mainly Final Fantasy). I didn't do much during the day on Saturday. I went back to my hotel and took 2-3 hour nap. I also attended the Otakurave on both days. I also found out that Emily Shannon was here. I didn't see her, but it was nice knowing she was. Her AMV video won that year. I also played a lot in the game room on Pump It Up.

General Grievous (Star Wars)

Otakon 2011 Pictures, (07-Ghosts Photoshoots)

In Otakon 2012, I originally planned to room with a bunch of people that my friends knew, but they couldn't hold their room. So I was left with finding a group that still needed people to room with. Good thing I found someone in the Otakon boards. That actually saved me money. The hotel is also just across the hotel is also less than a block from the convention, so not too bad. Still, sleeping with 7 other people in one room is not that comfortable. I planned on having two cosplays, but decided to skip one. I think my co-worker finally became Otakon Staff this year. I cosplayed as Ryan Gosling's character from the movie Drive. I finally saw Emily Shannon there on Saturday, dressed up as Mokuba. It was nice meeting a Xangan at Otakon. Also played a lot in the game room. They also had a Hunger Games Photoshoot.

Titan Erin, Reiner and Annie (Attack on Titans)

Otakon 2012 Pictures

I tried to check out the Matsuri event on Thursday afternoon. Unfortunately, they had to cancel it due to inclement weather. I cosplayed as Desmond from Assassin's Creed in 2013. It was very last minute, to be honest. I also booked the hotel next to the one I booked in 2011. I actually prefer the nice and quiet. I got the hook up with VIP seating from Emily. Since she submitted a video, she could give a VIP badge to two friends who want to watch the AMVs at the VIP seating. Jason David Frank (The Green Ranger) was one of their guest for this year. This was also Otakon's 20th anniversary as a convention. The game room is continuing it's state in decline, but I still went there to play Pump It Up. Not much I remember from this year. I did take a lot of non-anime photoshoots, though (The Walking Dead, Silent Hill, Assassin's Creed, etc).

Raiden, Gecko Metal Gear, and a member from the Beauty and the Beast Unit (Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriot)

Otakon 2013 Pictures

Then we have this year's Otakon. I went expecting nothing and ended up with one of the better Otakon experiences since the first time I went in 2004. I booked the same hotel from 2011 much earlier than usual. This time, I know where to make the turn and park in the City Center underground parking lot. Their prices were  a lot cheaper this year. Besides the almost 2 hour wait to pick up our registration badge, everything was good. There was no choice for the badge art this year, but they made up for it in ID-grade badges. This was a lot harder to imitate from the badges in previous years. I think they've finally caught on that some people sneak in without paying. It's still a mess, to be honest. I'd rather they mail the badges to all those people who pre-registered. Some people are from out of state and used the extra day on Thursday for badge pick-up. Many people were stuck in line for hours and still didn't get to pick up their badge on Thursday. I'm glad I went there early.

I checked out the Matsuri event near the Science Center. I just missed the Sumo wrestling demonstration, but I saw the band RiCECOOKERS perform. There were also a few food trucks in the area. I didn't stay long and went around Inner Harbor taking pictures. I got a text from Emily, saying she was at an Editor's dinner and didn't know anybody. I decided to check it out. Did not expect a world-class glomping from her. No injuries (almost lol). This the 2nd time since 2004 that I didn't have a cosplay. I didn't get stopped for pictures, so that was a plus. I wore comfortable shoes. I'm used to long distance walks. It wasn't as hot as previous years. All of that made for a nice convention weekend. The game room opened later than last year. When I walked in, they didn't have DDR or Pump It Up. Many people, including me, were expecting those arcade machines. It wasn't a bad thing for me. I got to explore more of the video rooms, photoshoots and movie screenings.

Zombies and characters from Resident Evil Series

I got that VIP treatment again from Emily. The AMV Contest was pretty good this year. I went to the OCRemix panel and the Sailor Moon voice actresses Q&A. My love for everything anime and East Asian culture was slowly returning to me. After a 4-year hiatus, I went to see the Masquerade contest. It was worth it. Afterwards, I went back to my hotel room, freshened up, and went to Otakurave. I was only there for less than an hour. I didn't have to right shoes to shuffle and my finger dancing needed work. On Sunday, I saw the screening for Mai Mai Miracle. I cried a little watching that anime. I also went to the Closing Ceremonies, where they announced the various winners from their events. This was the first time I attended closing ceremonies. Not much going on after that point. People were in the dealers' room and artist alley for last minute purchases. I decided to call it a day. But before that, I stopped by the hotel across from the convention to say goodbye to Emily. It was nice seeing you again.

Bane breaking the Batman

Otakon 2014 Pictures

Otakon brings in lots of people from various walks of life. Some of them like anime. Some of them to dress up in conventions. Some of them only stay in the game room. Some are into the panels and workshops. Others like LARPing. Others only care about the Otakurave. Others enjoy AMVs with a passion. Others take their high-end camera equipment and shoot professional-grade videos and photos. Others are just curious and wanted to see what's the deal with Otakon. There are just too many things to do in Otakon that it's impossible to do them all. The best thing to do is stick with what you enjoy and have a great time. If you like them all just as much, make the most out of it and enjoy. Experience Otakon (or any convention) like this is your first year in attendance. There's always something new. That's probably why I'm still going next year.

I'm done.

I was feeling a little down for the past 2 weeks. But no worries. Dubstep Solves Everything.

I'm done.

Fuck this website.

Fuck everything.

Fuck it all.

1. I haven't played on my PS3 in a while since I finished Uncharted 2. I got roped in to watching an RPG Maker VX Ace video on YouTube. It got me all nostalgic about the RPG Maker 2000 game I was working on (on and off) that wen't nowhere from 2002 to 2007. I dusted up all my files and managed to port most of the my project to RPG Maker 2003.

Ever the perfectionist, I spent 3 weeks and got hooked on Maplestory again. I haven't spent a dime on this free-to-play game. This shows incredible restraint on my part. I already reached level 200 on my main character, but they've added 50 more levels, additional quests, game mechanic changes (GUI, character balancing, etc) and new characters. Not much leveling on my part... just overall character improvement.

2. I've had the first two season of The Wire in my harddrive. I got hooked on the first two episodes. I literally "marathoned" the entire series (five seasons) in less than two weeks. If I were to judge and make this show the standard to all shows I'm going to watch, I don't have to watch any other show again. It's that good. I thought Game of Thrones was complex. The Wire takes the cake. They have just as many key characters, if not more, as Game of Thrones and each of them have been exceedingly memorable. I thought the show couldn't do any better after Season 3, but they proved me wrong. Season 4 has the best storyline out of any shows I've seen so far.

It's really hard to describe this show. It's not a police drama like Law and Order. Some have called it Urban Procedural. It has a rich sociology intertwined with the organizational structure of Baltimore's police, politics, drug-trade, middle-class, school system and the media. It portrays a fictional Baltimore dealing with all facets of the organizations and how they affect each other.

Season 1 introduced two major groups of characters: The Baltimore police department and a drug dealing organization run by the Barksdale family. The season follows the investigation of the Barskdale family and the police's wiretap on them (hence the title of the show) and the inner workings of the police department's hierarchy.  They also introduced two mainstay characters:

Omar Little, a stick-up man who robs the drug dealers in Baltimore. He lived by a code to not involve citizens in "the game." Reginald "Bubbles" Cousins, a recovering heroin addict who sidelines as criminal informant for the police.

Season 2 continued the ongoing examination of the drug problem and its effect on the urban poor, but also examines blue-collar urban working class as depicted by the stevedores (dock workers) in the city port. Some of them get caught up in the smuggling of drugs, other contraband and illegal immigrants for prostitution. The subplot in the season is the Barksdale organization continuing its drug trafficking despite their leader's incarceration, with Stringer Bell (second in command) assuming greater power. This was foreshadowed in Season 1 during a "How to play chess" scene. D'Angelo Barksdale (the leader's nephew) explains chess to Bodie and Wallace as a metaphor for drug deals.

Season 3 put the focus back on the Barskdale drug organization, rival Standfield drug organization, and local politicians. It introduced a city councilman wanting change for the city from a corrupt mayor.

Season 4 put the focus on a local school, the mayoral election, police department politics and action on the street corners.  Four middle school African-American boys are introduced to the story. The central drama is whether "the game" of drug dealing will have an affect on these kids and whether they will somehow beat the odds pointing them toward jail and violent death.

Season 5 continued to focus on the police department, the Stanfield drug organization and city hall while introducing a fictionalized version of the Baltimore Sun newsroom. It was an examination of the devaluing of human life and institutional dysfunction.

"The game" is often mentioned throughout the series as a metaphor for all the organizations. The rules change, but the game stays the same.

3. Dawn of the Planet of the Apes is one of the best movies to come out this year.

4. I added a TV stand on top of my wide drawer and a small organizer on top of my dresser in my room. I planned on getting an L-corner desk, but I have very little room to set it up. I probably don't need it.

5. Going to eat this naked burrito from Qdoba.

I'm done.

I remembered when I was a kid when my mom and our nanny were talking about this pamphlet they got from people passing them around outside the grocery store. I was 8 years old at the time (this was 1992) and could barely read in English. I knew enough to read the pamphlet headline: End of the world in 1999. They were talking about Revelations in the Bible. The pamphlet spoke about the wrongly dead coming back to life. It also talked about the good people being taken with the bad ones left behind. I didn't understand this concept as well as a kid, but I remembered thinking this would be like an alien mother ship taking all the good people away from Earth. This gave me a scare for a few weeks. Then, like most kids, I stopped asking questions and moved on. All the adults stopped talking about it, so it gave me a sense of security while still partly scared deep down.

Stories and rumors like these spread around cities through word of mouth, soothsayers and the gullible. Some were famous enough to get radio and TV time. People were particularly gullible and believe everything. Growing up, I look back to it all and found it both silly and alarming. It's silly because adults are embarrassed to be found wrong, especially by a child. It's alarming that people still spread these rumors and just as many wholly believe them.

My aunt had a "dumb" moment one time. My cousins and I were playing at our house. She came running over, screaming for her kids about something happening in the world. She made us turn on the TV and change the channel to HBO (of all the channels). There was a news reporter talking about an invasion. There were people running and in panic in the streets and other damages. It cuts back to the news reporter signing off and ending the broadcast with the static screen. Then the credits rolled in. My cousins were still asking our aunt (their mother) if everything is OK. I was speaking to myself loudly, saying not not to worry about it as this was just a movie made to look like a real event. My aunt was just staring at the screen and answered in single words to our cousins. They left and went home. I'm still amused about the whole encounter. I think my aunt got embarrassed for believing the movie to be real and didn't bother explaining her weird behavior. Her heart was in the right place, but she probably felt betrayed by it all.

Fake stories and rumors are still spread around the world in pretty much the same way. The only difference now is that we have the Internet. For all the advancements and convenience it gave the world, I think the worst thing about the Internet is giving stupidity a voice. Many have called this time period the Information Age. Anything we want to know, we can learn online. It's not immune to misinformation, unfortunately.

It's probably a human defect inherit to all of us. We put too much trust in the written word. We believe what we want to believe. We read with our own voice in our head or imagine how the words are said by the source (implied source, at least). We project our own understanding and interpret them as we see fit.

"So it was written, so it shall be done." Not all the time. Nothing is true. Everything is permitted.

"To say that nothing is true, is to realize that the foundations of society are fragile, and that we must be the shepherds of our own civilization. To say that everything is permitted, is to understand that we are the architects of our actions, and that we must live with their consequences, whether glorious or tragic."

There are some serious truths in that quote. Do you think this is true? Or do you just want to believe it? Awake yet?

I'm done.